Dualities

The simple act of putting clothes in the washing machine and it’s as if every synapses and neuron in my brain fires off….

“Why do I like having clothes, but dislike doing laundry.  I like having a house, but don’t like to clean.  I like having money, but not crazy about working.  I love football, but hate watching people get hurt. I love sports, but hate watching people loose.

Why do I love pictures, but hate seeing myself in them.  Why do I love doing nothing, but hate feeling lazy.  I like feeling fit, but am not crazy about working out. Why do I love food, but hate the grocery store. I love eating ribs, there I said it, but I hate my fingers covered in sauce! I love the feeling of a dental cleaning, but not crazy about the dentist.  Love a clean bill of health, but hate going to the doctor.  Why do I love going to the beach, but don’t  like being in a bathing suit. Love music, but crave silence. Why do I love to do shots, but hate the hangover.  Why do I love yoga, but don’t make enough time for my practice. Why do I love going away, but hate feeling homesick. Why do I love the thought of camping and hiking, but don’t like the bugs. Why do I like staying up late, but hate getting up early. Why do I think about work on my home days and think about home on my work days?

Whyyyyy?!”